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| 11:13pm 29/03/2005 |
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I'm NOT posting this because it is about being dumped...because that part has nothing to do with me...I AM posting this because it is about pet names...and sometimes...it's just good to go with a good silly pet name, right kitten? =)
"Pet Names" - Smashmouth
Just when I thought everything would be ok
Just when I started to believe that everything was going my way
Out came the cloud from under my feet
Crashing back down to reality
You used to call me pumpkin now I'm Halloween
Remember when I used to your jellybean
You used to call me schnookums and shit like that
Now you're after me with a baseball bat
I remember when I used to be the king
Your honey sweet darling baby everything
I used to be your tall dark mystery man
Now I'm just straight up history man
Just when I thought everything would be all right
Just when I started to believe that everything was out of sight
You left me with nothing but a scribbled note
That said I would no longer be your love boat
From here on out my pet name would be EX
Your EX your EX your EX
It used to be sugar then it turned into salt
I used to rock your world now I'm standing on a fault line
Lying naked in a hail storm in the dark
You're my little tornado and I am your trailer park
You used to call me names too cute to repeat
Like honey bunch hairy bear and piccolo peet
Goochy goochy goo goo gaga shit like that
Now you're after me screaming you dirty rat
I don't remember applying for a name change
So why is it you're calling me mister deranged
Psychopathic pornographic stinking drunk
Failing fast lying ass worthless punk
You used to call me sweety pie and baby doll
I guess another studs kicking in my stall
You'll probably call him superman or loverboy
You'll probably disregard him like a broken toy
Just when he thought everything was going his way
Just he started to believe everything was hunky dory
He'll look at that cloud that he's standing on
And with an itsy bitsy tiny little almost inaudible squeak
He'll notice
It's gone
From here on out his pet name would be EX
Your EX your EX your EX
Sweet pie?
No EX
Honey bunch?
No EX
Bubble butt?
No EX
Pumpkin face
EX
Hope you enjoyed...I know many people hate Smashmouth who read my journal...but to all of those people...screw you, I like them and I rule so therefore you like them =) |
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| 07:04pm 13/12/2004 |
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mood:  determined music: Time After Time - INOJ (Napoleon Dynamite)
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Everyone else posts lyrics on here but I never could really think of any worth posting...and I thought of one today that expresses what I'm feeling...
Inoj - Time After Time Lyrics
I'm lying in my bed
Hear the clock tickin'
I think of you
Caught up in circles
Confussion and there's nothing new
Flashback, warm nights
Almost left behind,
Suitcase of memories
Time after...
Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me
I can't hear what you said
And you said, go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds
CHORUS:
If you're lost, you can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you
I will be waiting
Time after time
(repeat)
After my picture fades
And darkness has turned to gray
Watching through windows
You're wondering if I'm okay
Secrets stolen
All from deep inside
The 808's on time
(CHORUS)
If you're lost, you can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you
I will be waiting
Time after time
And you said, go slow
I fall behind
The 808's on time
(CHORUS)
If you're lost, you can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you
I will be waiting
Time after time
(repeat)
Time after time...
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| 12:44am 11/12/2004 |
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You are my sunshine.
My only sunshine.
You make me happy,
when skies are grey.
If you only knew dear,
how much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away. |
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| 01:35pm 21/10/2004 |
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yeah...so...umm...i dunno...haven't written anything in a while again...i definitely enjoy reading this more than i enjoy writing in this lately...i just have one question to ask...why is it that when everything seems to be too good to be true...it usually is...that's exactly how i feel right now...and nothing is ever gonna change the fact that my curse is gonna last longer than the curse of the bambino...what is wrong with me?
for those of you reading this thinking that i'm extremely depressed again or anything like that...don't worry...i'm just blowing off a lil steam...but i do feel this way right now...just not to any extreme extent...i should be happy i guess...but i just feel like downhill is where i'm headed
nobody has to comment to this...i'm not expecting answers or sympathy...i just wanted a place to write this where i could take it out of my head and let it float away...and it seems like this is a good place for me to do that with some of my thoughts
i hope you are all having a great semester and r happy...L8rz |
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| 11:18am 25/08/2004 |
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mood:  awake music: the hum of my computer and my thoughts
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Ok...so, where do I begin? It has been so long since I have posted ANYTHING longer than a couple random sentences...in other words, anything worth reading...And now I am sitting here, putting off going to work...so it's a good time to let myself go...because I need this
I've been having so many issues lately...I was going to say problems, but theyre not so much problems, just thoughts more or less...and theyve been taking over every aspect of my life...family, relationship, friends, financial, school, work, getting my license etc...I'm not going to go into much of it cuz as much as the venting might help, a lot of it is personal, and I don't really want to share my problems on here as much as I used to...I do however, want to share some thoughts I've been having lately...epiphanies, self actualizations, call them what you want...I just want to acknowledge some of the parts of my life that I am proud of and am proud to share with anyone who might still be reading this journal...
I know it's wednesday already but I had a late weekend that lasted till monday...and it was one of the most amazing weekends I have had all summer...I spent it with Melissa, same as almost every other weekend for the past 5 months...but this weekend was different...instead of having plans to go out somewhere or do something...we mostly just relaxed...we still went to see a movie and out to get my permit...but the rest of the time...was spent really just being with each other...and I realized something...shes not my girlfriend, but she is a best friend...Maybe it was all of the arguing with my mother that helped me to see just how Melissa has affected my life...Maybe it was the walk we took on monday where I spilled my guts to her because I actually trust her to be inside of me without breaking me...But no matter what, I know she will always be there for me, and that makes me the happiest I've been in a long time...I still feel like shit a lot lately with everything else going on...and my relationship with Melissa is nowhere near perfect...I mean, I dont even know how long it is going to last...but knowing that she is my friend, before my girlfriend, that is something I have only dreamed of...
Something else is strange in my life though...and that is my realization that I may know a lot of people...and I may consider a lot of them my friends...but true friends are really few and far between...I've come to the conclusion that I really only have 5 REAL friends...I'm not going to list their names because some of them don't read livejournal, and the ones who do know who they are...I know that to many people having 5 good friends is a lot...but compared to what my shattered window of a perspective was before seeing clearly, I was scared when I first came to the conclusion that I only really care about and trust 5 people and that they are the only people who care about and trust me...I always thought I had so many more people who cared about me and wanted to be a part of my life...but I'm grateful to my true friends for always being there no matter what...I love you and I hope to never lose you because you all mean so much to me
I honestly cannot believe I am still writing...but I guess I've been long overdue...I've honestly been avoiding my writing for quite some time now...I've felt as though it has some connection to the loss of my camera...although it could have also been partially due to the damnation of my thoughts and expressions by some of my readers...My camera broke back in June and I really haven't been the same...granted I had only gotten it the year before, but it was a huge part of my life for that one year...it changed the way I looked at things...even now I see things I wish I could capture and freeze in time...but I can do nothing more than see through the lens of my eyes and hope that the memories burn into my brain...My writing always had a lot to do with my photography...this last year I've written more than I had in a very long time...and I think it was much credited to the pictures I found everyday...and now, Melissa does not have her camera anymore either...and despite the feelings I have encountered based on my own loss, I cannot even begin to understand how she feels about it because she loved it infinitely more...Hopefully I will be able to get back on my feet enough to bring back both of our lost passions...but lately it just seems so hard to do what needs to be done...like today...I'm sitting here writing this, when I should be at work...why can't I focus on what I'm supposed to be doing...I was going to say what I need to be doing...but to be honest...I really feel like I needed this a whole lot more...afterall...it's about time I got all of this down in front of me and really had a chance to stand beside myself and see what I am doing and where I am going...and I think that things can only get better from here-on-out...thanks for reading...and comments are more than welcome
PS: a couple of random sidenotes people might actually care to know
Trixie is doing very well, she is almost a year old and she is growing up to be a very healthy beautiful snake
I got my permit this past monday because my old one expired and I recently signed up for drivers ed
I had my first drivers ed class this past monday...it was boring as hell...but in less than 2 months I will have a shiny new license
I am starting my 3rd year at Emmanuel college in 2 weeks and we get to buy our class rings...I still am unsure about doing an internship for a psychology major...but it's something I will have to get over because even though I no longer want to go into that field I am not planning on changing my major
I got a new cellphone a month ago because Verizon Wireless was fucking me over badly...I'm now with Cingular Wireless with a shiny new camera phone that I love and a rateplan that kicks ass...also, if any of you have ever been inside a Cingular Store then you KNOW that I felt right at home there (if you don't really know me very well, I will give you a clue...ORANGE!!)
and that brings me to my next point...I am continuing to redo my room even though my mother insists we are moving...we did not get to put the house up for sale this summer...so I guess we're waiting till next summer...so I am working on painting a few portions of the room orange...maybe getting a new comforter for my bed...I completed the snake tank stand and it looks absolutely amazing with the tank on it and everything...I am hopefully getting a door for my room...although if I can somehow get enough money I am hoping to maybe just move downstairs and rent the apartment from my mother...of course that's not an option anytime soon so I'll just concentrate on fixing up my room for now
one last thing before I end this and go to work...
BBQ's AT 1:00 IN THE MORNING IN THE RAIN RULE!!!!!!!
Also, Melissa, check out the Icon I used...do you remember it now?
L8rz everyone!! thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed hearing about me as much as I enjoyed writing about me...I hope everyone has a great start to the school year!! |
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| 04:46pm 16/04/2004 |
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mood:  depressed music: Bad Day - Fuel
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I'm not in the mood to post...But then again...I'm not in the mood to do anything right now...just thought I'd let everyone know I'm still alive...I know I haven't talked to a lot of you in a while, nor have I been in class at school...I'm still here...and I am getting by...not as well as I would've hoped...but getting by none the less...ok, well, I guess this wasn't as good an idea as I thought...maybe I'll try again later...Hope everyone is enjoying the weather and having some good times...L8rz |
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| 12:44am 29/03/2004 |
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mood:  high music: Mahna Mahna (from The Muppet Show)
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I wish it wasn't over...By "it" I mean the weekend
This was an AWESOME weekend...
In fact, it was a GGGGGRRRRREAT weekend, hehe...I'm Tony the Tiger =)
I had SOOOOOO much fun down at anna maria college
The semiformal was a blast and the rest of the weekend was fun too
All in all, I don't think there is anything I can complain about
In fact, I feel like singing...hehe, cept I can't right now
Cuz right now I have to write a paper for psychology
Damn classes...College would be so much more fun if it wasn't for these damn classes always getting in the way...
hehe...I would post pictures of the weekend, but I really don't know how, nor do I have the motivation
But if anyone cares to see pictures of my fabulous weekend (I can say fabulous after this weekend cuz I test my masculinity and know that I am very much not gay)
Well, I hope everyone else had a good weekend and I will leave it at that for now...
Maybe if I get bored later tonight or tomorrow I will write a more detailed account of the weekend...But I'm too tired right now
L8rz Everyone!!!
Here are some pics from my weekend...enjoy
Melissa blacked out her face. She's so over-dramatic.
( More pictures )
Jen, Kristen, Adam and his famous facial expression, and Rich.
( More pictures )
Also, there are some other pictures of my Melissa from the weekend that are quite amusing.
If you're interested, check them out on her entry at
http://www.livejournal.com/users/fayriekisses/129006.html?nc=8 |
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| 11:29pm 29/02/2004 |
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mood:  drained music: Anna Begins - Counting Crows
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Anna Begins - Counting Crows
My friend assures me, "It's all or nothing."
I am not worried. I am not overly concerned.
My friend implores me, "For one time only,
Make an exception." I am not worried.
Wrap her up in a package of lies.
Send her off to a coconut island.
I am not worried. I am not overly concerned
With the status of my emotions.
"Oh," she says. "You're changing."
But we're always changing.
It does not bother me to say this isn't love,
Because if you don't want to talk about it then it isn't love
And I guess I'm gonna have to live with that,
But I'm sure there's somethin' in a shade of gray,
Somethin' in between
And I can always change my name if that's what you mean.
My friend assures me, "It's all or nothing."
But I am not really worried. I am not overly concerned.
You try to tell yourself the things you try to tell yourself
To make yourself forget. To make yourself forget.
I am not worried.
"If it's love," she said. "Then
We're gonna have to think about the consequences."
She can't stop shaking; I can't stop touching her and this time
When kindness falls like rain,
It washes her away
And Anna begins to change her mind.
"These seconds when I'm shaking
Leave me shuddering for days," she said
And I'm not ready for this sort of thing,
But I'm not gonna break
And I'm not gonna worry about it anymore.
I'm not gonna bend and I'm not gonna break.
I'm not gonna worry about it anymore.
No, no, no, no, no.
It seems like I should say, "As long as this is love."
But it's not all that easy, so maybe I should
Snap her up in a butterfly net,
Pin her down on a photograph album.
I am not worried. I've done this sort of thing before,
But then I start to think about the consequences.
I don't get no sleep in a quiet room and this time
When kindness falls like rain
It washes me away
And Anna begins to change my mind
And everytime she sneezes, I believe it's love
And, oh, lord,
I'm not ready for this sort of thing.
She's talkin' in her sleep.
It's keepin' me awake
And Anna begins to toss and turn
And every word is nonsense, but I understand
And, oh, lord,
I'm not ready for this sort of thing.
Her kindness bangs a gong.
It's movin' me along
And Anna begins to fade away.
It's chasin' me away. She disappears
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| 12:59am 20/02/2004 |
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This day, by far, keeps getting worse and worse...I do believe this is the WORST day ever...I'm about ready to break down and cry so if anyone needs me...I'll be over there doing that now...hope everyone else is having a good night |
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| 01:42am 19/02/2004 |
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Well, this night is just getting worse and worse...I guess it's time to climb into my bed and try to figure all of this out...tomorrow is gonna be hell...but I'd say tonight was pretty bad too...feel free to call me if you feel like talking, good night everyone. |
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| 04:20pm 18/02/2004 |
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mood:  amused music: Time After Time - INOJ
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LaLaLaLaLa...I'm kinda bored so I figured I'd write something quick
Does anybody else know what mini discs are? I'm listening to mini discs right now it's I'm finding it highly amusing...Not just because the music is from the early - mid nineties...but just because they are on mini discs...LoL...where did my brother get this stuff?? =) oh well...I'm looking through a couple of the pics from that photoshoot melissa took of me on saturday...and let me tell you, I've only seen 9 of the pics out of like 50 and I really like them a lot...Some of them are kinda normal, but then there are a few artistic shots that are open to some interpretation...I can't wait to see some of the others...I'd post them on here...but I have no clue how to do that...haha
I stayed home from school again today =( I hate being sick...damn this cold...does anyone wanna bring me some chicken soup (and maybe some sex on the side...jk)?? hey, it was worth a try =) so how is everyone else doing...people who are reading this...if you havent spoken to me in a while...TALK TO ME!! haha...sarah IMed me a few minutes ago and I totally hadnt realized how long it had been since I've talked to her...keep me on the ball guys...I'm busy lately...but not too busy for any of you...ok, well...this is getting a little longer than I had intended...So I'll end it...L8rz peoples |
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| 03:13am 20/01/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: Seal - Kiss From a Rose
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a lot went on this weekend (well...actually...a lot went on friday night)...other than that the weekend was kind of a bust...I worked saturday and sunday and slept through monday...but friday I spent with Rich...yaaay!!! =) we did EVERYTHING...we went to 2 malls, played pool, went to friendly's, and were just our usual goofball selves (not in that order =) Lot's of stories from that night but I don't remember them well enough to type them up...but if you're brave enough, or bored enough, give me a call and ask me about it...haha...I honestly don't even remember saturday...it just flew by...and yesterday sucked majorly (ended up going on a slipper hunt at work that kept me there an extra hour), cept for talking to jenn and sara until like 4 in the morning...that was awesome...then today, well, today wasnt really a day...haha...I slept until about 4:30 in the afternoon...I was supposed to hang out with my friend kristyn, but she never called...so I just woke up, ate dinner (yes dinner...haha)...then watched tv for the rest of the day...the only good thing about today was that it's monday...that means monster garage and american chopper on the discovery channel...hehe yaaay...anywho hope everyone else had a better weekend than I did...L8rz |
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| 11:55pm 14/01/2004 |
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yeah...today was weird...it just feels very weird...not only because the temperature is in the negatives, but i'm just confused by a lot of things...for starters...classes began bright and early this morning and everyone is back on campus...also, in the past 3 days ive gotten roughly 15 hours of sleep, I think that adds to my confusion a lot...anywayz, let's recap...I forgot when the last time I posted was, so I will just start with this week...I took the day off of work on sunday to sleep because monday I woke up before the sun...That's right, I was up at 4AM only to be at work scanning for inventory by 5:45...FUN!! LoL...although, sad news, Diesel (my last remaining lizard) died monday morning =( I was and still am kinda upset about it...I got out of work at 11:30 and went to school to buy some of my books with my paycheck YAAAY I WENT BROKE!! I then hung out with rebecca, V, hoa, andi, and mel for a bit...Becca made me a cheese tortilla thing that was REALLY good...then I went home and crashed...Tuesday morning...deja vu...I wake up at 4AM and am scanning more merchandise by 5:45 (Thank God inventory is only once a year...why I signed up for 2 days I will never know)...Although, when I got out at 11:30, it was GORGEOUS outside...once again, I do believe the sleeplessness had something to do with this observation but oh well...It was so sunny and blue skies and not cold...in fact it was only 45 degrees outside...despite my being tired...I walked from work all the way to aquarium station so as to enjoy the nice weather...I also called rich and convinced him to call into work sick and come out with me...So I went home, ate, and crashed...Went into boston with rich later that night...we went to the dorms n saw becca and V...but V left to go to Uno's...after chilling with becca for a while we then proceeded to Uno's only to be seated next to V and her friend jen...We ate and then walked around boston having our usual fun...Wednesday (hehe...I mean today =) Woke up a little late...run into school 5 minutes late for math class...the teacher is wicked nice and I think it's going to be a good class...I then go to the lounge to "hang out" with the commuters I havent seen for a month YAAAY for commuters...Dave and I spend our usual time together talking about the usual stuff and he comes up with an AWESOME quote for me...I was talking to one of my friends about some money she owed me and I told her not to forget...and dave says "Everybody gives it to Marcello sooner or later"...That was definitely the quote of the day for me...after that I went to the dorms to have lunch with dave and hoa...and then on to psychology...Smirles is a kewl teacher and although the class seems like it might be challenging, I like her teaching style and it IS my major, so it's all good...PLUS chrissy is in my class!!! YAAAY!!!! Fast Forward...saw more people in the lounge and then stuck around the dorms to see Pirates of the Carribean at school...I have now seen that movie 5 times =) After that, it was a nice walk in 2 degree weather home...WHEN WILL THIS COLD WEATHER END!! I WANNA SEE GIRLS IN BIKINI'S DAMNIT!!!! ok...well...that is my post...even after having gotten it all out...I am still very confused by a lot of things...oh well...hopefully time will help me sort them out...ok...bye bye |
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| This Update is Dedicated to... You Know Who You Are... LoL |
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| 07:43pm 02/01/2004 |
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mood: blah music: Evanescence: Just playing the cd through over and over again
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Hey everyone, I know I haven't actually written anything in a LONG time...I've been really flakey towards LJ lately...But I made a promise to Melissa that I would try to get back into the swing of writing in it. Anywayz, How was everyone's Christmas and New Year's?? I hope everyone is having a wonderful vacation...Mine is sucking pretty bad...but that's nothing new, haha...I honestly don't remember where I left of on this thing, LoL...Where should I start?? well, let me just say that I don't have a clue about what my new years resolution should be...I mean, there are SOOO many that i SHOULD be making, haha, but I dunno if I'm gonna go through with any of them...We shall see =) If you know me and you wanna give me any suggestions leave them as comments, haha...I know a few people who read this that prolly wanna change a few things about my life =) jk, hehe...So anywayz, yeah, vacation is alright...I've been working a lot (3-4 days a week)...I've been trying to see friends, but I don't even know if I wanna call these people friends anymore...I've been stood up and cancelled on so much in the past 3 weeks that it pretty much makes me sick...Why can't my nice friends live closer to me, that would be nice...I think all of you should move to Boston so we can get together and hang out every day...I mean, come on, I'm actually LOOKING FORWARD to school starting again!! That is SOOO not like me...haha...HELP ME!! =) Even rich hasn't been able to hang out all that much this vacation like we had planned...but that's because our work schedules are kind oi opposite each others'...I hate when that happens...It's like...
Me: "what are you doing friday?"
Rich: "I'm working"
ME: "Oh"
Rich: "Well, what are you doing saturday?"
Me: "I'm working"
Rich: "Oh"
Thank You!! Thank You!! I know I'm such a good playwright...LMAO =)
Anywayz, I do have to give a BIG thank you to rich...afterall...he gave me a VERY nice christmas present, even tho he didnt know he did nor did he mean to...LoL...but that's alright cuz now I have a new friend...and new friends make life so worthwhile...Melissa is a new friend of mine that goes to college with rich at anna maria...She's also one of the kewlest and nicest people in the world...yaaay for melissa!! =) So, I can't think of anything else to write anymore, I think I'm gonna go eat dinner and maybe play with my lizard for a little while...and by that...I mean masturbate...jk jk jk...Diesel is still alive and kicking and I think he's going to stay alive...RIP Mac...L8rz peoples...Talk to everyone soon!! |
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| 04:49pm 28/11/2003 |
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Hey, I have a question for any knowledgable LJ users who read this...How do you post a picture on LJ...I want to post a pic or 2 of my new babies (my new lizards for those of u who haven't been talking to me lately)...Anywayz, any help would be appreciated...thanx |
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